Who Am I?

Who am I? What a question. Well, you know what? I am me! I'm sick of picking apart my personality. I think I was only doing that because I quite literally ad nothing better to do. Part of being the age I am is having a social life. And I have lacked this life for quite a while! This past week has been amazing. I have met some awesome people, and I truly hope to stay friends with them as long as possible. That really is who I am: The social butterfly, or whatever. I've spent enough time alone in the past 2 years or so. I "blame" this on being in a relationship, only partially. But, my social-ness did seem to die when I got "tied down". I focused my attention on a single being way too much, and that single being wasn't even me! I used to be so many things, mostly good things...I was fun, happy and fearless. But, I didn't always think things through. Now I feel as I can go back to being that me and also have newly learned lessons and information. So, basically, I am where I want to be.

Who am I? What am I? What do I want? Why are these questions important. A person should just be. And I am just being, and it feels amazing. Being around people puts me in such a happy place, a place that is much better than being alone and depressed, worrying about non-relative things. Life is hard sometimes, and I do have some big decisions to make very soon, but during this journey of figuring things out, having people around me is the best thing there is, so it seems. Fun should be had!

So, basically, I think things will be okay. I am entering a state of happiness and feeling okay with my life. I've been through a lot in the past few years, and maybe, just maybe, Karma is catching up and allowing me to go on with the lack of fear or depression.